Capture4rmHeart-Soul

To quote from Obama "the time for change is now!" I want to apply this to my own life. I haven't slept for two days because I've been stuck in a hole that I can't get out of and its eating away at my soul. Its like I feel that I haven't done anything important and that my life has been a daily bore. Sure you could use the argument "who has done anything very important at my age?" but that still doesn't make me feel that much better. I haven't gone out there and experienced life but stayed confined to my house afraid of change. Afraid of putting myself out there and trying new things. I use the excuse that you usually have to pay to do fun thi

Adam Lambert and Kris Allen are as opposite as you can get. Adam pushes the envelope with how interprets the song and has no fears about how may people may percieve his over the top, in your face, showy/ theatrical, and unconvential performances. He certainly is nothing like you hear on the radio these days and that is a breath of fresh air. If anything he would seem more normal during the eighties glam rock days. Which may be why his nickname Adam Glambert may have been given to describe him. Besides perfomance style, where Kris Allen is more of the folky sweet ballad calming singer, they defer in demeanor as well. Kris is soft-spoken, laid

I've always had these weird sorta obsession with age. Like when I see someone I'm always curious about how old they are and say to myself oh they look to young or too old for their age. But how you are supposed to look at a certain age is confusing sometimes because ppl age differently and its not the easiest thing to tell how old someone is. Even more so then age, is my fear of dying early and not having done much that I am proud of. I need to eat healthier then I do. Right now I am ok..I eat some healthy and some not but I could do better. It seems I eat more when I am bored..so i've been doing that a lot lately. I've always had the thought